Sunday, September 12, 2010

I have exercised the demons! This house is...almost clear!

I've been a bit absent from my blog lately, and I apologize to my followers. Hopefully I haven't lost you guys to some other amazing blog out there in blogger land.

Over the last few weeks, I have been making room in my overstuffed brain! I took the long overdue opportunity to kick out some of the old skeletons taking up space and collecting dust in the back of my mind.
It is really surprising how much weight those soul-sucking leeches are and when you are finally able to put them out, you begin to feel like you can walk on air.

I'm beginning a new journey in self-discovery and finding out who I really am. I have broken the chains that have kept me from moving forward and left me stuck, spinning my wheels in place. I have shed the bonds that for so long have stopped me from discovering my potential, and reaching my goals and my dreams.

I still have a long road ahead of me. Those negative behaviors I learned will be hard to change, but I am confident that with the help of my loving and supportive friends and family, I will be able to conquer those deeply rooted demons of self-doubt and self-hatred and replaced them with positive thoughts and beliefs.

I've walked the road for too long thinking I was all alone with no one there to hold my hand. Living in my own personal hell in my own self-inflicted darkness, beaten down by the broken promises and negative influences I didn't see coming until I was caught in their clutches, thrown in to the deep dark corner. Now, I have finally mustered the courage to throw open the drapes and let in the cleansing light and burned the ties that were binding.

I am ready and willing to follow my path and find what I was put here to do. The difference this time is that I actually feel like I can do whatever I put my mind to, with hard work and determination, and of course with my Heavenly Father by my side.

Prayerfully Yours,


  1. This just Made me teary eyed love you Sister !
    ToNy <3

  2. Well. it is having a brother like you that never gave up on me and was never judgemental. Just unconditional love that help give me the courage to let the light shine.
    I Love you too!